I wonder....

I sometimes wonder....

In school,
I never took part in dramas (other than a dance in 1st std...dressed like a girl)
I never took part in elocution's, nor debates nor any speaking events,
A science exhibition once and nothing more...

Today,
I have been a Dramatist (won awards in amateur theater)
I train in companies using drama as a format of changing behaviour,
I speak for more than 8 hours virtually every day (and yes, get paid for it),
I coach senior levels on being better Speakers/ Presenters

So,
I sometimes wonder....
was my school really discovering my potential,
was my school really giving me opportunities (or was this reserved for toppers only!!!)
and was my school really helping me grow!!!
wandering thoughts on Thursday... the slowness of December!

Where is she?

I see beyond and wonder,
where is she...
my memories,
where is she....
disappeared or deep inside the abyss of my mind.

Who has the power?

Who has the power,

me or the situation,

I wonder!!!

Wet all over

Wet all over,
shaking to the bone,

I wonder,
He who makes 'heat' makes 'water'
He who makes 'darkness' makes 'sunshine' too

And I wander, now happily further.

I was in Chail, Himachal Pradesh, near Shimla for a NGO Training workshop.

On a particular day, early morning walk.....

I was frightened., frightened of the silence and that I was alone. I didn't have the guts to go further on. I started back.... to the noises.

I wonder why?
... this "silence" was terrifying.

Power of the "Fat"

Reducing weight is not a joke. There is a lot of 'power resistance' that "fat" has. But conquer you will I... come what may.

Journey on....